Ivy Thornton

I have been sitting at my dest for less then an hour and my lower back already fucking hurts. I hate my body.

Nakkid juice and breakfeast bar in the morning. Salad, fruit, and stuffed fake chicken for lunch. All I want for dinner is a crunch wrap suprem and ice cream. It amazes how your body gets addicted to crap food. Its hard to fight the cravings but its better for my health and makes it easyer to stay toned. Not that I don't kije junk food every now and then it just needs to not be a main part of my diet.

I hate how distant my sister is. I think Im done asking to get together on the holidays. She doesn't even make an effort any more. I think its dumb how she would get mad at dad for not trying when she does the same things. I also think its kind of dicked how she said she couldn't go to visit grandpa for xmas because she was having her surgery during that time and then goes and has it last week. I dont know maybe Im just being an ass but I though family was supose to mean something. Understand sergurys a big deal but I think its dumb when we live 10 mintues away from each other and have only seen each other 3 times this year.

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I don't know if I have mentioned it but next 4-6 month goal is to be self-employed with moedel and sessions for my income. 1 month goal is to have my business license in the works.

Yay for not having to work this weekend.

I really wish the phone system at work would break...

I shot with a photographer back in July and still haven't gotten the photos. He said he doesnt have the funds to develop then but was will to offer me gas money to come back up and shoot again. I don't get how he can have gas money for me but not be able to devolpe the photos from the past shoot. I tried even offering to develop the photos myself but he wont do that. Some people really suck. I geuss I give up on getting photos back from that shoot.

Will you shelter me from the storm
Withered from the rain
I was lost but some how find myself at your door step again
Your cat who ran away from home
Who found no comfort in the world
Now all alone
Can you dry me off
Will you help me down this this tree
Unsure of this path
Unsure of barring wait on broken limbs

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I think Im canceling my trip to SF this week. I'm just finally getting over my cold and I don't want to run myself dowm. Plus I don't want to call in "sick" for work. I'm sure I will have an other chance to go up there.

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Sometimes I feel like the bastard step child.

I so tired of people being dicks to me on the phone because I sound sick. Thanks for brighting up my day assholes...

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